Meeting her.

At times I wish for that other side of the veil. I cannot have my heart's desire here. I searched and I tried. Cannot do. Time to give up the ghost. Unless . . . . unless there are miracles ---- unexplained metaphysical events that transcend space and time - most importantly time. I have seen goddesses close up. All the more painful To be so close to the unobtainable. Some I would say are disdainfully, contemptuously unobtainable. They are probably not goddesses. True goddesses are even more painful. Not contemptuous, not disdainful, just the opposite. Yet they are clearly above and beyond me. I on several occasions have been crushed by a tsunami wave of hopelessness and for some that disdain and contempt when making the slightest attempt at approaching her. After that it is futile to go on with life. Afterwards, for a time, all pales in the left over second hand light of her divinity.

In the Beginnig

Alright, this is an experiment. Blog, schmog, here's an attempt to set out the extreme frustration and also the random happiness of an everyday lawyer. God Bless me!